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Sounds perfect Wahhhh, I don’t wanna

It had been a while, but I still knew what to do. It had been a while, but I was still silent. It had been a while, but I still knew the routine.

I still knew about the feeling after we fought. I still knew how to break open a shaving razor to accumulate the blades. I still knew that the shower would be the excuse to expose the specific canvases for the art work. I still knew the songs to play. I still knew the place to start, how deep to go, how long before I pulled away, and when to start again.

I still knew how to hide it. I still knew what to disguise it as. I still knew that I would feel the sharp sting as the many fabrics brushed over the spot of my weakness. I still knew that showers were painful. I still knew to be careful, and get dressed quickly.

I still knew I would look at them every 5 minutes of the day. I still knew that part of me wanted people to see them. I still knew that if I told him, he would hate me. I still knew that, he blamed himself almost more than I blamed me.

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